Eveything now seems so complicated.
I just realise that i cant really trust anybody.
I just hope that miracle could happen.
I just want you to be a friend that i can trust and tell u everything.
but it's so hard to do so.
everytime i thought that we would do something tgt, but thr always someone thr moving us away.
well it's okayy, i noe u will nvr noe how i felt right now.
you jus being happy without even knowing it.
yeah it's partly i didnt tell u.

I wanted to tell u this, but i dun noe how to start.

I guess u r happy wiv her, so be it.

So, this is where our secrets stops.

But i wll still smile at you. Tell me when u sees this. & i will tell u abt it.

Flashback.

Okayy, it's going to be 1am, jus finished my coursework TA!
so screwed up. ==
didnt really noe wat to do.
But still i sent my work! wohoo!
so today is AMY'S BIRTHDAY!!
yay!
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN! [;

alright hav to sleep now, cant stand it any longer.
Nite!

We were once so close together but i guess everything had fallen apart.
I wish we could tape it back, but i think everyone's going their own way yeah?
I dun wan to ignore, but it jus happen to be this way.
Mayb i jus need some time, so please to stop bugging me.

I want you to come back, because i miss you!
I miss your laughter & the fun we used to have everyday.
Hoping you to appear in school, but you didnt. ):
I want to help you, but sometimes I just couldnt help much.
I'm sorry.
Everyday doesnt seems normal like last yr, everything is like upside down and complicated.
I dun wan to lose you fren,
Plz come school. ):

Okayy, lazy to blog today! (:

Finally weekends,
But thr is so much hmwrk to do.
I hate Bearings! although i used to think tht it's so easy.
It took me 45 mins to stare at one question!!!!

Getting much more busier down the week.
Had more CIP coming up! ):
No time to use comp anymore, more on revision.
Aww, i miss my Sec 3 life!
So much fun & more slack hahaha!
Suppose to finish up my F&N coursework, but couldnt finish it. now it's time to finish.
Anyone done geog project yet?
I havent strted! Oh no! D:

Alright, have to finish up all hmwrk now cya!

YAY! I'M BACK!
FINALLY HAD THE TIMW TO BLOG. (:
yes, i promise not to online, or even on my comp, but i guess i cant do it.
But i'm still trying! ^^

More & more hmwrks are flooding in now. )):
couldnt even find the time to use computer alr.
Jus finish chem tution like 30 mins ago. strting english tuition in another 1hr. Oh no! ):
I hate ENGLISH! but i'm going to overcome it!

CAs coming yeah! didnt expect it to be so fast.
damn it. have to study! ):
alright have to go!

Okayy, finally blogging! (:
blog so dead.
4th day of sch alr, & i'm alr dying.
changed some teacher.
Hmwrks piling up alr. Nt giving up, i promise! (:
so from now on, have to speak proper english!!!

so today nothing much really happen.
very tired the whole day, felt like sleeping but i couldnt.
Chem changed class, i wan mdm z !!
okayy, did i say tht i wan her?! YES! i nid herr to be my chem teacher!
my new teacher is very very very slow.... ==
really makes me more confuse and tires me out.
damn.
okayy hav to chiong finish all my hmwrks now.
supperrrrr stress~ )):